didi

a new things in my life

sometimes i wonder am i just using him as a replacement? as much as i dont want to hurt myself but i definitely dowan to hurt him more.
kesian seh dia.. gave us a chance and then in the end i asked for the break away. hais.. why was i stupid? why cant i just forget about the black mama?
i guess now i have to focus on my studies rather than on other things.
especially my family matters..
i knows he wants a patch soon,, i really hope it wud happen. one day..
i really hope so..
but i aint know whats gonna happen in the future.
but i hope its a gd thing,
im really sorie didi.. i didnt mean to hurt u.. please dont be sad, im always here=)

i want him to take gd care of himself.
and dont do stupid things. like me.

takecares didi!

didi

a new things in my life

we started talking
we started chatting
we started laughing
we started giggling
we stared flirting
we started fighting
we started being emo
we started our patch
so far, things were rough for us but now
we're fine .. smooth..