life

life's just like this

he wants us to be one soon..

as much as i want, i cant..

and im nt ready..

i dont want to be with him as unofficial girl

since hes still with his current girlfriend.

too much to think now.

i really hope he understand what i mean by official..

in the mean time,

i dont want to pressurize him

nor do i want to pressurize myself thinking abt it.

i just want to concentrate on my family and studies life.

hopefully things would get better soon..

feeling stressed up nowdays..

and abt the enemy in class,, rahmat..

i really hope to be friends not foes anymore.

i dont want to have enemies..

cos i dont see a point having one..

:((

life is all about shit

a new things in my life

life to me now is just shit
life to me now doesnt seem happy
doesnt seem meaningful
doesnt seem interesting
doesnt seems to get into whatever and how i want to
doesnt seems to bother about whats gona happen to me
it just seems stress
just seems fucked
just seems bad
just seems rotten
just seems nothing is important in life
just seems SUX SUX SUX..
wonder what life is all about..