2010

life's just like this

i hope 2010 would be an interesting year for me(:

skewling in ite simei, taking nursing.

successful interview,

hopefully my medical results are ok..

start skewl by 4th jan, monday..

so excited..

hope that it'll be a gd year in 2010.

gd year i hope.

gonna get busy now.

with skewl and stuff.

i hope i'll still be in touch with boyfwends &

girlfwends thou..

gonna miss them..

happy new year to all my fwends and those reading my blog,

stay happy and have a gd 12 months ahead.(:

xoxo,,, hugs&loves..

stuff i did today

life's just like this

i'm just slacking at home.
anira came, well we kinda whine out together(:
haha, watch movie at home, eat, went to the salon, shop, blog.
had fun!
hmms MY HAIR IS LIKE A noob egypt hair disaster.
haha, well at least it look gothic!
haha!
got an interview at simei by 29th,
im nervous.
and hey im glad that ain and ayu got called for interview too(:
nothing else to gossip(":
CHAO..

someday

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someday i wish
things would just be fine like how i want it to be.
i want
ain&adam to be happy tgt always.
i want
my sister to have a boyfriend of her dreams like what she wanted.
i want
couples to stay happy
i want
my family to be happy always wit/w out problems.
i want
the world to be in peace, no war.
i want
ppL to be confident and satisfied happy with their lifes.
i want
to give ppl regardless criminals, hypocrites, bitches, sluts, bustards, the young or old, etc..
a chance to mend for their mistakes they have done or things they want to do,
because i feel ppl deserve to have a chance to turn into a new leaf.
ppL do make mistakes in their lives.
i want
kids to behave like kids
&
adults behave like adults.
in this world,
from what i see,
its the opposite.
kids are behaving like they're adult
& adults are behaving like kids
both in a bad way!
i want
to see the future
so that i can change bad things for the better.
i want
the world to have a passionate heart.
i want
to marry to my dream beau.
[only god knows who i want]
i want
to have the feeling of being a mother.
i want
ppl to appreciate what they have now,
and treasure it.
dont make mistakes in life,
and got to know you regret it in the end.
Why have regrets when you can make proper decisions?
Evertbody has brains to think,
i'm sure they know what they want to achieve.
For the better.
i want
to live happy with my friends.
there's been a lot of conflicts & some just went MISSING
if only,
i could turn back the time.
IF..

there's alot of things i want in life,
to come true,
but some just..
can't be true.
i guess sometimes i have to be realistic for what i want.
but i've never give up,
i know that some day, just once,
my WANTS would come true.
its just a matter of time,
i don't know whether it will happen
but
i'm waiting.........

dreaming or for real??

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had a bad sleep last night.
i woke up at 2.09,
start hearing things outside my window.
baby crying..
it went on for like two hours.
my sis woke up @ 4plus.
guess she went to loo.
i felt relieved!
i talked to her abt it.
she tried to calm me down,
she said she cudnt hear a thing,
felt confused!
so she let me sleep with her.
able to sleep after half an hr.
woke up at 5plus & went to sleep back to my place.
still wondering if that sound is for real.
dun wana think abt it,
hopefully nothing happen tonyte.
PS~ the second time which is happening like this.
the previous was a lady singing..
blahblah!!
hais!!!!

my outing with liya faM!!

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went theme park with liya & family!
had alot of fun!
we went...
biking,
wild & wet,
gold card,
superman,
haunted house,
roller coaster,
blahblahblah!
had alot of fun!
although the last part rains...
but we still had 1 long day FUN!!
love this day!
my one of the most happy2 day ever!!
hehe..
love to spent time with liya & family & hairul!!
hehe....!!!loved to spent more time with them in further future!!
love you guys lots!!! mmmmmuuuuuaaaaahhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ps~ sorry liya lmbt update. i just got to use the lapPy only today hunney!!
hehe.. u takecares! we'll contact with each other soon!
keep in touch baybeh(:

what i did today

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i went out with cousin liyaa today

practically we went out to find work

as a part of an excuse

to actually

spent time with each other

so we did multi-task todayy

we gossip,

we talk&chat,

we laugh,

we walk around,

& ofcourse

find work.

we manage to get at least 2 shops

desigual & top-shop

we just did an application form for desigual

&

top-shop we have to go for the interview this wed

i really hope me & liyaa gets it

if i dunt, i think its realy the end of me

FINDING WORK AGAIN

haha!!!!

had fun today,

spending time with her although it is only for

a short while

but we had fun.

the best thing is'

we

CAMWHORE IN THE TOILET

THE SAME USUAL PLACE

AS WE WUD ALWAYS

TAKE PICTURES

toilet(:

haha.. well i guess thats a little bit of our

TRADE-MARK

hurhur((:

wud be going for interview this wed

god and ppls--

please pray that i get this job..

god--pls make this wish come true!

hopefullys(:

amin.. hurhur,,

i guess thats it.

continue next time(:

nothing to update

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particularly nothing to talk abt anymore.

everyday same old ting.

sit at home do housework.

and watch tv.

and eat

and sleep.

and text.

and dream

say in short..

laze around.

haighs.. bankrupt redy so have to be a gd girl and stay at home

until i get my next allowance.

shld have save some money man!

liya just text me.happy she texted,!

hope she pass her O!

dunt worry.. im looking forward to my plans!

shopping and camwhore with cuz! sister! frends!

in the mean time hopefully thers something to do.

hahah..

=.=

PAY

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I GET MY PAY.. HEHE.. NOW CAN SAVE UP.. TO GET THE STUFF I WANT! HEHEHE.. NOW I REALLY DUNT MIND WORKING FOR MY MOM COMPANY..
FREE BREAKFAST
FREE LUNCH
FREE DRINKS
FREE SNACKERS
& MY PAY!!
OFCOS NOT A FREE LOADER BUT IF I CAN GET FOOD WITHOUT PAYING,, ITS MUCH MORE FUN! HEHEHE..
HAVING FUN IN LIFE NOW,.,.
WHICH IT STAYS LONG LIKE THIS..
HAPPY LIFE
HAPPY FAMILY
HAPPY BF
HAPPY GF
HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY

i get my pay soon

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wee hee!

had fun today.

although tiring but then i had fun

& im not bored at all.

spent the whole day packing stuff.

dunt mind doing it everyday.

at least im out from home

& doing something meaningful.

ate the whole day again(:

haha..

& he told me he miss me.. haha(:

lols cant believe it at first but then..

maybe he wasnt joking bah..

haha.. and yes bf i miss you too..

kinda dunt know when can go out wit you..

hahahahaha!!

but then we still contact each other mah..

haha..

takecares ok bf, stay out of trouble.

REMINDER..

miss all my boyfrends..

wakakaka...

nothing to say ready..

looking forward to another fun day(:

chaos((:

to my dearest boyfriend

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i miss you when something really good happens
because you're the one i want to share it with.
i miss you when something is troubling me
because you're the only one who understands me so well.
i miss you when i laugh and cry
because i know you're the one who
makes my laughter grow and my tears disappear
I MISS YOU ALL THE TIME,
but i miss you more when i be awake at night
and think of all the wonderful times
we spent with each other for those were some of
THE BEST MEMORABLE TIMES OF MY LIFE

everything's back to normal

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yeah thats ryte. everything' back to normal. kechiks fine so far i guess, he's fine just came back from court(: hopefully that kid doesnt find any more troubles.. unfortunately that kid found my blog.. congratulations to u for getting my blog!): hmms seems lyke that kid wud know whats been going on in my life.
haha.. theres nothing to do at home besides housework but its not that boring as i expect it to be. seems like i enjoy lazing around doing housework and nothing else. haha((:
phews.. she stops talking abt that guy to me now, happy(: but not for long.
hurms.. everybody is busy doing their own stuff.. and im still doing nothing.
been eating alot everyday and i just dunt get fat.
too bad for me. want to get fat also cannot.
ohs me and shasi talk last nyte. well hes leaving on the 23rd official date. hopefully hes leg wouldnt be of any troubles. i know he badly want to have the opportunity to go there play soccer thou.. haha.. on the 7th im not sure if i can meet him either, maybe i'll just keep the bracelet to myself till i meet him in school for the N level results. at least he still can meet me in school in december. hurms abt the hug,, keep dreamind abt it(: haha.. even if i cant give u the hug at least im here to talk to you and ure able to see my smile??? haha.. later my boyfren jealous if he knows im hugging you shasi=.=
haha.. so anyways takecares thou..
nothing else to type abt,
chaos.later(:

AInN

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i want ain to be my part time lesbian partner!!
plewse!!):

bestie

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bestie leaving spore soon,, flying to london.

hope for him the best and bonjour.

i hope he live up his dreams & goals.

please dunt give them up because of me.

firstly its not worth it &

i definitely dunt want to be the cause of you giving up ur dreams.

anyways, eventhou i cant be with you like what you want it to be,

im always ur bestfren & sister.

i never forget wat uve done for me.

thank you for everything.

im sorry i turn down u but i think its the best.

i dunt want to be with you out of sympathy.

you'll find a great girl for yourself vasanthan.

u'll live happy.

i hope you find a great girl at london.

haha(: stay happy ok.

i wish all the best over there.

take good care of yourself and also wish you lucks for ur N level results.

erms my wishes are for you & our friends..

cheer up kay! things might not turn that bad.

sorry i kinda of running away from u, frankly..

but just feel weird talkin..

soorryy..(:

but anyways just text me if you want to bah.

dunt koll.. haha. i feel awkward..

chao! takecares((:

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which way would you go?
the left where theres nothing right?
or the right wheres theres nothing left??

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nobody understands how much i miss you
i miss how much we used to talk
& i miss all the things we used to do.
i try not to admit to myself
that i still feel this way
noboby knows that i still wake up
thinking of you each day.
i still think of you & i really do miss you
i would give up everything i have
To be everything we're not

pissed!

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kinda weird thou. me and my friend~ anonymous.
he wanted to huggis and kisses with me when we just chattd only for 2 DAYS. lyke wth kinda shock thou. dunt know whether hes desperate for a gf or what but i'm definitely not gonna make him use me as a subs only man. i'm not even sure if hes serious. better not. (: well, but we can be friends thou i dun't mind.. ~ anw i;m wondering am i a teddy bear? why does ppL wana hug me?> wakaka.. weird ar.
still missing the avenged sevenfold CD.
wonder when can i meet didi to get him the CD//.. have to thk him thou for helping me keep the CD till its collecting dust.. hahaXD
wondering wondering..
plus i'm pissed with not getting jobs yet.. none of the manager has even call me yet.. wth ar. trying to be patient but getting pissed sia! fuck man! but i guess i'm gonna keep searching, haighs.. wana get allowance lah sey. my hard earned money leh! then can go SHOPPING.. haha
just waiting.. to get the job..

adam & ain

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two of my gd friends being together..
surprising news!
yeahs they both got us shocked and amazed by it.. congratulations ain! you enjoy doing tht everytime dont you.. giving suprises! haha.. well
,
wish the best for you both! be happy.. and setia pade yg satu!
treasure each other aites! ((:
my wishes are for you guys too !

be happy ain (:

surprising news

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he text me again. it was a kinda confusing things.. didnt expext him to text me after so long.. he said .. well i tot of you so i msg you.. surprised he still tot of me.. well, we us chatted like normal friends do. nothing else. dont wana think far thou.. just friends wud be fine.. i heard from hes bestfrend he wanted to patch with me but he wont since i cant stop smoking.. he still thinks i smoke and perhaps drink? dont know.. dont wana think abt it.. yeah i DID STOP ALREADY SINCE LAST WEEK.. but i didnt wana let him know.. i mean he wants to patch wit me only if i stop doing all those shit.. which means if i havent stop he wouldnt want to be wit me at all... that kinda crap.. he wants to be my boyfrend but wasnt even there for me at all.. those hard times i had, it was all filled with sorrow but he wasnt even there. when i had my hard times trying to stop he wasnt there.. i was sad he wasnt there.. i didnt wana text him thinking he might have another love in his life so i didnt text him at all.. everytime i click his name on the phonebook on my phone i type .. HI, how are u? u didnt text me at all, are u fine.? was waiting but i failed to send tht ms to him thinking i dont think its worth it? so i didnt send the msg.. bet he didnt even think of doing tht,, wud he"? nope..
so i let it be.. never did i expect he msg me ytd.. surprised..
well i'm not gonna tink of anything.. just chat with him as FRIENDS(: thts the best(:

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dah gilerr seyy dgr lagu A7X..
kecohs sah!

avenged sevenfold

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im loving
1)-- a little piece of heaven
2)-- almost easy
3)--seize the day
4)-- afterlife
my TOP 4 loved songs(:

wee................