life's just like this

today was boring.
stayed at home all day doing nothing.
got some friends,
texting mie
to keep mie alive
from boredom.
went skewll ytd with hairee,
collect results.
we slack after that.
bought asap.
slack at bk,
smoke tgt.
then we went sengkang.
slack in the library.
had fun with him.
he was sweet..
hopefully we slacked tgt again.
*intend to forget him*
start new again.
hope that god give mie a chance.
its so complicating.
dont know how ie manage to like ree.
but ie did.
know he likes mie too.
maybe...
havent made a move yet,
but ie hope he does.
hahaks..
holiday is boring.
wish ie could go skewll.
or maybe go lepak.
today blogging is so complicating.
like prata.
dont know what im typing either.
boring boring boring boring boring.....
everybody comes home late today.
what will ie do???
BORING..........
go online also nothing.
DUll..
~

good & bad memories

life's just like this

the good memories was spending time with my friends in skewll

&

learning new stuff abt nursing.

as obvious,

there are bad memories as well

&

yea its true i deleted all the bad stuff in my blog abt people.

must learn how to forgive and forget bad incidences

&

not taking to heart.

hahaks~ and another thing SUHAILI

i decided to forget him.

its better this way.

i dont want to cling on not happening relationship!

hahaks(:

somehow i have to let go of it..=)

right??

skewl's out

life's just like this

i'm happy that skewls' out

and attchment coming soon

but sad to leave the loved ones.

ms rahimah one of them.

she's been not only the best teacher but

also been the guidance and my wall in part of my life.

really gonna mish her.

glad shes in sgh,

able to see her again!

i hope the fam would go all the way for attchment.

jyjy guys!

gonna make new friends during attchment.

gonna be so much fun too.

hope that i will survive in attchment as well.

hahaks..

new beginning starting again.

its gonna be fun!

26 feb 2010

life's just like this

today i got my nursing studies results!

awesomely i passed and i got a grade i didnt expect i would get.

just one more mark to A.

hahaks..

its ok, next time exam will try harder.

i pass my NS phase test, pass my paper!

wondering hows my bio gonna be.

hopefully i pass(:

today asap2 with the gang again.

heavy man! trying to control.

i made a promise, anyway, its for my own gd like what sharen said.

trying hard my friends.

nabil talked abt my bb ezynn again.

fuck him man!

seriously he does behave like a girl sometimes.

gossipping all the time.

wonder how his gf could actually tahan him.

hopefully one day, he get his retributions back.

tmr going to body world with the skwl.

cant wait.. wakaka..

hes not going, sad sehy.

cant see him.

LOL!

hopefully to have fun tmr!

200210

life's just like this

today's been a bad day.

phase test~ vital signs was the worst.

the teacher was strict or shall i say,

picking up on me.

every step that i did dint even impress her.

and she claim i was slow too.

i felt very sad & disappointed.

i dint expect things to turn out quite badly.

i breakdown in skwl today.

i dint expect to cry out so badly.

i cudnt stop crying.

i was worried , scared and pissed off at the same time.

i cudnt think of anything.

all i know was,

whats done is done.

i cudnt do anything more.

the phase test was over.

i dunt know what to do or say abt it.

bertawakal jek whether i pass or not.

im so upset today.

what i do today~!

life's just like this

~ go school

~ do practice for vital signs

~ makan at east point

~ 'smoke'

~ go tamp library lepak

~ camwhore

~ GO HOME

skewl's stress

life's just like this

life's abit like shit nowadays.

stress uhr with skewl..

blood pressure finding is just so difficult.

i dont even manage to get a pulse of my patient.

its kinda stressful and get on my nerves at times.

nowadays too,

i get hot-tempered easily in class

and as a result,

i became a FANATIC.

quarrreling with ppl.

i wonder would i pass my phase test~ vital signs.

im praying hard..

i woild pass my vital signs without retesting.

help help help!!!!

life

life's just like this

he wants us to be one soon..

as much as i want, i cant..

and im nt ready..

i dont want to be with him as unofficial girl

since hes still with his current girlfriend.

too much to think now.

i really hope he understand what i mean by official..

in the mean time,

i dont want to pressurize him

nor do i want to pressurize myself thinking abt it.

i just want to concentrate on my family and studies life.

hopefully things would get better soon..

feeling stressed up nowdays..

and abt the enemy in class,, rahmat..

i really hope to be friends not foes anymore.

i dont want to have enemies..

cos i dont see a point having one..

:((

my gd friend

life's just like this

been through alot in school,

i have no idea whats going on in my life.

not been easy,

my classmate has a crush on me,

and he confested to me a few times already.

been feeling kinda bad,

cos i bring him down everytime.

he said he thinks we have no chance of being together one day,

somehow i think that way.

but then at the same time i didnt mean to hurt his feeling in any way.

no matter what,

i still treat him as my friend.

i wonder how will he take the truth.

he really wants me to be his girl one day.

i dont know how to explain to him.

hope he really understands it though...

hes a gd friend of mine,,

and i dont want to lose that friendship with him!

what goes around comes around

life's just like this

saw my skewl primary friends again.

not all of them bt still i manage to meet some.

shamir , shafiq , hakim.

kinda shock,

shamir & syafiq still rmbs me,

a pity hakim forgotten me.

huhuhr..:(

went home with syafiq today.

we had a long talk.

abt our life & our primary skwl past.

kinda cool though..

shock to find out most of our friends turn to

MATS.

expected..

hopefully to see the rest soon..?

what goes around comes around.

life's just like this

i'm not done with my resume hwk!

no more stress..

but still need to STUDY=.=

cannot give up

must be strong

NO hankypanky

life's just like this

first assignment hwk.

stress ready,

dont know what to write.

sleepy plak tu,,

then stilll need do!

haighs,, mom bising again..

same old stuff.

haighs....

bingit!!

SKEWL ADE freaks!

in my class. pangai sah smue!

somehow, i feel iuncomfortable with some of my classmates.

this isnt a gd new year,

its just the same stuff again.

back to the square.

friends are like shit,

hypocrites;.

fr0nt nice, bACK talk!

i dislike rahmat , the slumber in my class.

pangai pukimak~!

THE REST entahlah, smue hypocrites.

i tot rahmat is a nice GUY.

turns 0ut to be, he's not! ngatkn bleh jdi kwn baek,

NOW NO WAY!

dont know uh what to continue,

bye.

NURSING

life's just like this

been a week in nursing.

quite fun!

lots of things to study & feeling stressed up

bt then at the same time,

having lots of fun!

gosh.. lots of hot guys doh!

bt still, hey just mingling around huh..

wakaka..

ehy, my classmate babe confessed to me sia..

sial lah! quite shocked uh.

aru one week,

still i find him brave.

at least he dare to confess..

eventhough he know the answer was....

i dont like him.

hmms, just start skewl.. dont want think abt relationships for nw,

want think abt studies for now..

kla, chao for now.

update soon..

2010

life's just like this

i hope 2010 would be an interesting year for me(:

skewling in ite simei, taking nursing.

successful interview,

hopefully my medical results are ok..

start skewl by 4th jan, monday..

so excited..

hope that it'll be a gd year in 2010.

gd year i hope.

gonna get busy now.

with skewl and stuff.

i hope i'll still be in touch with boyfwends &

girlfwends thou..

gonna miss them..

happy new year to all my fwends and those reading my blog,

stay happy and have a gd 12 months ahead.(:

xoxo,,, hugs&loves..

stuff i did today

life's just like this

i'm just slacking at home.
anira came, well we kinda whine out together(:
haha, watch movie at home, eat, went to the salon, shop, blog.
had fun!
hmms MY HAIR IS LIKE A noob egypt hair disaster.
haha, well at least it look gothic!
haha!
got an interview at simei by 29th,
im nervous.
and hey im glad that ain and ayu got called for interview too(:
nothing else to gossip(":
CHAO..

someday

a new things in my life

someday i wish
things would just be fine like how i want it to be.
i want
ain&adam to be happy tgt always.
i want
my sister to have a boyfriend of her dreams like what she wanted.
i want
couples to stay happy
i want
my family to be happy always wit/w out problems.
i want
the world to be in peace, no war.
i want
ppL to be confident and satisfied happy with their lifes.
i want
to give ppl regardless criminals, hypocrites, bitches, sluts, bustards, the young or old, etc..
a chance to mend for their mistakes they have done or things they want to do,
because i feel ppl deserve to have a chance to turn into a new leaf.
ppL do make mistakes in their lives.
i want
kids to behave like kids
&
adults behave like adults.
in this world,
from what i see,
its the opposite.
kids are behaving like they're adult
& adults are behaving like kids
both in a bad way!
i want
to see the future
so that i can change bad things for the better.
i want
the world to have a passionate heart.
i want
to marry to my dream beau.
[only god knows who i want]
i want
to have the feeling of being a mother.
i want
ppl to appreciate what they have now,
and treasure it.
dont make mistakes in life,
and got to know you regret it in the end.
Why have regrets when you can make proper decisions?
Evertbody has brains to think,
i'm sure they know what they want to achieve.
For the better.
i want
to live happy with my friends.
there's been a lot of conflicts & some just went MISSING
if only,
i could turn back the time.
IF..

there's alot of things i want in life,
to come true,
but some just..
can't be true.
i guess sometimes i have to be realistic for what i want.
but i've never give up,
i know that some day, just once,
my WANTS would come true.
its just a matter of time,
i don't know whether it will happen
but
i'm waiting.........

dreaming or for real??

a new things in my life

had a bad sleep last night.
i woke up at 2.09,
start hearing things outside my window.
baby crying..
it went on for like two hours.
my sis woke up @ 4plus.
guess she went to loo.
i felt relieved!
i talked to her abt it.
she tried to calm me down,
she said she cudnt hear a thing,
felt confused!
so she let me sleep with her.
able to sleep after half an hr.
woke up at 5plus & went to sleep back to my place.
still wondering if that sound is for real.
dun wana think abt it,
hopefully nothing happen tonyte.
PS~ the second time which is happening like this.
the previous was a lady singing..
blahblah!!
hais!!!!

my outing with liya faM!!

a new things in my life

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went theme park with liya & family!
had alot of fun!
we went...
biking,
wild & wet,
gold card,
superman,
haunted house,
roller coaster,
blahblahblah!
had alot of fun!
although the last part rains...
but we still had 1 long day FUN!!
love this day!
my one of the most happy2 day ever!!
hehe..
love to spent time with liya & family & hairul!!
hehe....!!!loved to spent more time with them in further future!!
love you guys lots!!! mmmmmuuuuuaaaaahhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ps~ sorry liya lmbt update. i just got to use the lapPy only today hunney!!
hehe.. u takecares! we'll contact with each other soon!
keep in touch baybeh(:

what i did today

a new things in my life

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i went out with cousin liyaa today

practically we went out to find work

as a part of an excuse

to actually

spent time with each other

so we did multi-task todayy

we gossip,

we talk&chat,

we laugh,

we walk around,

& ofcourse

find work.

we manage to get at least 2 shops

desigual & top-shop

we just did an application form for desigual

&

top-shop we have to go for the interview this wed

i really hope me & liyaa gets it

if i dunt, i think its realy the end of me

FINDING WORK AGAIN

haha!!!!

had fun today,

spending time with her although it is only for

a short while

but we had fun.

the best thing is'

we

CAMWHORE IN THE TOILET

THE SAME USUAL PLACE

AS WE WUD ALWAYS

TAKE PICTURES

toilet(:

haha.. well i guess thats a little bit of our

TRADE-MARK

hurhur((:

wud be going for interview this wed

god and ppls--

please pray that i get this job..

god--pls make this wish come true!

hopefullys(:

amin.. hurhur,,

i guess thats it.

continue next time(:

nothing to update

a new things in my life

particularly nothing to talk abt anymore.

everyday same old ting.

sit at home do housework.

and watch tv.

and eat

and sleep.

and text.

and dream

say in short..

laze around.

haighs.. bankrupt redy so have to be a gd girl and stay at home

until i get my next allowance.

shld have save some money man!

liya just text me.happy she texted,!

hope she pass her O!

dunt worry.. im looking forward to my plans!

shopping and camwhore with cuz! sister! frends!

in the mean time hopefully thers something to do.

hahah..

=.=