a new things in my life

which way would you go?
the left where theres nothing right?
or the right wheres theres nothing left??

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nobody understands how much i miss you
i miss how much we used to talk
& i miss all the things we used to do.
i try not to admit to myself
that i still feel this way
noboby knows that i still wake up
thinking of you each day.
i still think of you & i really do miss you
i would give up everything i have
To be everything we're not

pissed!

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kinda weird thou. me and my friend~ anonymous.
he wanted to huggis and kisses with me when we just chattd only for 2 DAYS. lyke wth kinda shock thou. dunt know whether hes desperate for a gf or what but i'm definitely not gonna make him use me as a subs only man. i'm not even sure if hes serious. better not. (: well, but we can be friends thou i dun't mind.. ~ anw i;m wondering am i a teddy bear? why does ppL wana hug me?> wakaka.. weird ar.
still missing the avenged sevenfold CD.
wonder when can i meet didi to get him the CD//.. have to thk him thou for helping me keep the CD till its collecting dust.. hahaXD
wondering wondering..
plus i'm pissed with not getting jobs yet.. none of the manager has even call me yet.. wth ar. trying to be patient but getting pissed sia! fuck man! but i guess i'm gonna keep searching, haighs.. wana get allowance lah sey. my hard earned money leh! then can go SHOPPING.. haha
just waiting.. to get the job..

adam & ain

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two of my gd friends being together..
surprising news!
yeahs they both got us shocked and amazed by it.. congratulations ain! you enjoy doing tht everytime dont you.. giving suprises! haha.. well
,
wish the best for you both! be happy.. and setia pade yg satu!
treasure each other aites! ((:
my wishes are for you guys too !

be happy ain (:

surprising news

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he text me again. it was a kinda confusing things.. didnt expext him to text me after so long.. he said .. well i tot of you so i msg you.. surprised he still tot of me.. well, we us chatted like normal friends do. nothing else. dont wana think far thou.. just friends wud be fine.. i heard from hes bestfrend he wanted to patch with me but he wont since i cant stop smoking.. he still thinks i smoke and perhaps drink? dont know.. dont wana think abt it.. yeah i DID STOP ALREADY SINCE LAST WEEK.. but i didnt wana let him know.. i mean he wants to patch wit me only if i stop doing all those shit.. which means if i havent stop he wouldnt want to be wit me at all... that kinda crap.. he wants to be my boyfrend but wasnt even there for me at all.. those hard times i had, it was all filled with sorrow but he wasnt even there. when i had my hard times trying to stop he wasnt there.. i was sad he wasnt there.. i didnt wana text him thinking he might have another love in his life so i didnt text him at all.. everytime i click his name on the phonebook on my phone i type .. HI, how are u? u didnt text me at all, are u fine.? was waiting but i failed to send tht ms to him thinking i dont think its worth it? so i didnt send the msg.. bet he didnt even think of doing tht,, wud he"? nope..
so i let it be.. never did i expect he msg me ytd.. surprised..
well i'm not gonna tink of anything.. just chat with him as FRIENDS(: thts the best(:

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dah gilerr seyy dgr lagu A7X..
kecohs sah!

avenged sevenfold

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im loving
1)-- a little piece of heaven
2)-- almost easy
3)--seize the day
4)-- afterlife
my TOP 4 loved songs(:

wee................

loves(:

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Liling Laifeng Jiali Shuzhen Yanyee Ainn Sharinaa Zaidii Ian Saleem Shasi Reddy Anira Sandhya Sapnna Kok Mas Bren Kumaran Hairee Jeel GaryDang Adam Ayuu Ahmad Sufian Hafeel Habeeb Alex Chinpeng Josh Mar Jun Nikki Jiya Blake Audii Bob Fadli Liana Eka Liyaa Qilaa Farhann Haikal Hakim Hannah Kenny Nadia Nizam Reddy Sera Weixiong Shaiful Shakila Teeyah Sophia
& lotsyLotsy more not mention yett..
heheh..



~~is lOvEd bY mE(:~

this is life

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~.~ eh eh ppL i lawa sangat ker pah?! confuse sey.. bnyk2 pompan lawa2 pegi lar kat dowang.. they'll be more than happy tuu accept u guys sah!
trust mii lah.. ii not the worthh it gurl tuu go for..
i bweak urr heartt gortt lah..
iim not tht nice sweet little pie nuraa uu guys used to think ii am anymore..
i guess shes not here anymore..
its new life for herr now arh..
dont let guys ruin her,, she ruin uu((:
so to all sweet guys out therr, thinkk twice before uu wanttt tuu askk mii for a relationshipp! and ii WONT STEAD WITH ANY OF MY FRIENDS ANYMORE>> ii rather not have a boyfriend as long as i DONT LOSE MY FRIENDS! ii made a mistake once with kumaran.. now ii seem to lose a friend like himm.. ii aint gonna make the same mistake again:( and to all guys out there,, NO OFFENCE:)) EVEN IF THAT GURL DID SOMETHING WRONG, DONT EVER EVER LAY UR HANDS ON THEM!! ONCE YOU HIT A GURL, THERES NO TURNING BACK! ONCE YOU HIT ONCE, THERES ALWAYS AGAIN & AGAIN SO DONT MAKE THE MISTAKE!
(((:
& tuu ma dear sweet frends out there!!~
ma wishes are furr uu to pass N level,, praying for each of yaw guys!
love yaw guys so much!!
((:
takecares guys!

no confidence

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as days pass by,
i kiip thinking wud i want to find another guy or i just stay single?
sometimes being single is fun.. u can do anything you want.
at the same time, having someone by ur side is so also sweet.
hais.. cant decide on anything.
boys,, please dont expect mii to choose which one shld i stead with..
its weird! and uu guys are better off without me..
haha..
having 6 guys is TROUBLESOME TO CHOOSE..
so im choosing non of uu..
LOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOL
later babes..

exams siol!

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sial larh..
exams N level now stress siol..
cant stop thinking whether i will pass not
hais..
sial larh.. fucking scared sia..
will i manage to get thru N???
hais...

the guy whos irritating me??

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his name is atan aka shasi.
i have no problems with him except for the fact he likes to call my house and hp unnecesarily.
my parents definitely dont like it especially my dad.
he burst into fumes when he found out atan aka shasi keep calling our house for nothing and wasting time talking unnecessary stuff which are no regards to school matter.
hopefully he stop calling my house and hp lest before my dad scold him like F!
hes got his gurl to chat with too!
apparently too, im always gonna be fine eventhough im sad.
thks for your concern but you dont have to ask me about it all the time, but hey i appreciate it, i know youre concern bt theres a limit to it too right..
i dont like guys asking all the time. and the reason i dont always open up to you but i open up to other ppl like fadli, ian and audi is becos i felt comfortable talking to them. they didnt had to ask me anything. they would know the reason why. and i just open up to them like so.
hmms im sorry if you might feel hurt after reading this becos you might think that "nura, i know you longer than them why cant you tell me anything?" the same reason i give you, i dont feel comfortable telling you my stuff that much.
and we dont know each other that well as you think you do.
if you do, you wud know what im thinking. you claim me bestfriend but you dont know know me at all.you just know the outer as what you see. yes we know each other for 4years but that doesnt mean you know inside out that well. well nvm if you cant understand what im talking about. you'll soon know. and i admit myself too im distancing myself from you.
whatever it is, you are still a friend to me(:
thks anyway for everything atan.

confused

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i want to forget you but i still love you!
what am i supposet to do???

fadliyasin

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a good friend of mine.
been helping me with my problems lately.
been advising me with alot of stuff.
he wants me to be strong.
hahas.. maybe i cud be strong for the sake of my friends, but im not sure.
im trying hard to forget him too.. u know fadli its quite hard to forget tht dumb ass.
as usual, i start my nonsense again.
i try to change urh.
but i aint know how.
im jst trying my best.
give me hope and courage to change for the better.
please..

blahblahblah

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hmms,
i cant forget him.
i duno why.
but i cant.
i started drinking "water" only to find out i cant take it
i sleep in skul like the whole day
i take asapasap like almost everyday, finishing soon.
haha.. i sumtimes wonder i know tht its wrong to do the things tht im doing now,, so why am i still doing it?
my teacher wants to send me go counselling.
plus she wants me to tell her whats going on with me
but i just duno what to tell her. she knows the real reason but i cant admit it.
i think im being atupid doing stupid stuff.
its not even worth it
my dear friends, i will try to control what im doing and change for the better.
im sorry i made you guys worried. i try to change. but not now. i need time. im not ready.
i just want to play with life now.
the wound hurts, i just want to mend it myself slowloy. need time.

didi

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how am i suppose to explain to him?
that im not ready for a relationship at all.
how?
can i just tell him?
what will he say?
wud he think im just using him"?
nope, im not.
i just... really not ready
am i gonna hurt him this way..
i guess yes but i cant force myself at all..
HOW AM I SUPPOSE TO TELL HIM???!!!

black

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i think its time for me to forget him.
i guess it was just a waste of my time to actually think that hes faithful to me.
i suspect that he's gonna have another affair soon.
haha, so much for him being with me forever,
thats just crap i guess.
im glad i learnt my lesson fast.
i dont want to be so upset with him that much
but at the same time i dont thin im ready for another relationship.
it feels like im just being used time again and again.
im scared. i dont think i have the confidence yet.
whenever im faithful to him, hes using me.
why cant guys be faithful to girls at all..?
no offence. but to me, guys are just using girls for their own pleasure.
what am i to anyone anyway??
i dont want any relationships yet. i dont know how long i need but im just not gonna have one yet.
to all sweet girls out there,,
DONT LET GUYS USE YOU AT AL;L. IF YOU FEEL THE GUY IS USING YOU OR SUSPECT HES PLAYING BEHIND YOUR BACK,
DUMP HIM STRAIGHT AWAY. DONT WAIT.
let them know girls can rule the world too.

blurblur

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alamak!

my fren angryangry sah
dun like lah
aiyo
i say i drinking
but haven wat
leks ah!
slash no big fuck lah sia
im cool!

BLACky

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i think u forgot about me
i think u can find sumone new fast'
i think u can easily fall in love with someone else
i think ure not seriou about us
i think ure just using me indirectly
do you even love me truly
said u wouldnt leave me no matter wat
even if i leave u, u wouldnt leave me
but now,
ure gone for real
and i didnt expect its too fast
i wanted us to stay long but its ever meant to be
i duno wat to do now
the innocent guy whos waiting
what shall i do with him
im scared, dowana hurt him
hais.,.
so complicating
black black
WHY DO I EVEN LOVE YOU SO MUCH WHEN YOU DONT EVEN LOVE ME BACK?
my love is just wasted.. on you!
you dont even care!
you said ' i love you but i hate you now '
i guess you really forget me
and i guess u regret having me
i love u but i hate u too

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wee...
raya lagiks one more day lah sey
tk sabar ah
wee..
dpt duit raye.
tk sabar!!
hais enth biler i nak dpt my a7x nye cd lah sey.
haha
haighs.
hari raya menjelang, N level pon cuming.
mepeks sah!
SADSAD