life's just like this

happy

17th

burpPdayy

to

ME !!!

JERKS

life's just like this

stop behaving like jerk laa you!

super irritating siahh!

ehy nak panggil budak salakao turon pon akue tak pcl laa!!

no big fuck pon.

merepek ahh.

takd balls uhh kao.

you are so egostic.

adee mistake, mengaku and change jehr laa.

orang ckp ckit, tak happy.

tak habes2, "you nt happy uhh, come down uh"

merepek ahh!

menyusahkn orang jehh!

kao pkir akue takot peh nan budak salakao kao tuuh..

skalie akue report krng,

satu2 cabot lari uhh.!

KENTAL.

GROW UP!!

everyday life

life's just like this

210410~

HOT NEWS :

fainted ,

almost fell to the ground when my staff manage to grab me from de back & walked me slowly to de chair .

checked my Bp , super low & my face was so pale .

incident ~! i was helping doctor with de procedure .

something got to do with needles ,

i couldnt take it seeing de needle being poked to the patient .

*i could feel de pain =.=

during de procedure ,

i excused myself cos i felt terribly nauseous .

manage to walked myself to my central station feelin freakin dizzy .

felt like i was falling .

when takin de few steps , my eyes were open but my vision was black & my ear drums were blocked .

i cant see or hear anything .

only i knoe i felt someone grabbing my arm from behind & put me to the chair .

SUPERR scaryy .

thks staff for helping mie out on that dayy ! =D

220410

lots of my patients wanted to get discharged .

they write in about mie and my frends for good service .

felt happy !

we get lots of compliments and gd feedbacks from our patients .

bonus points !!

i also manage to get the staff to sigb for mie my logbook .

yes ! hopefully can finished it soon before my last dayy ther .

works' quite fun nowadays .

i felt belong there =D

i still rmbr de first week ,

i was so super lost . but now , i'm so lovin it !

glad im a nurse !~

imy

i miss you when something really good happens,

because you're the one I want to share with.

i miss you when something is troubling me,

because you're the only one who understands me well.

i miss you when I laugh and cry,

because I know that you're the one who

makes my laughter grow and my tears disappear.

I miss you all the time,

but i miss you the most when i lie down at night

and think of all the wonderful times

we spent with each other for those were some of

the best memomorable times of my

life♥

190410

life's just like this

today ie work alone.

my partner, raheem left mie out.

he didnt came for work today.

keep spaming call him & even called his house but it was not

answered at all.

he just MIA.

out CI finally left a msg to him.

he finally replied back saying that he wanted to quit nursing.

heard about the info,

i was freaking shock.

i was afraid i might have to work alone with all the male patients in

my ward.

pathetically my room doesnt have female patients.

t
exted him, he said it was a false alarm.

i cool down!~

he said he had troubles at home earlier on & he apologised for

giving a false alarm to us.

he'll come tomrw for work.

hopefully he doesnt do that anymore!!

today's work was okay even without a partner.

but i had to rush things too seeing that i'm alone for the day with

only staff nurses.

just ate maggee today for break.

vending machine doesnt have milo anymore.

FED-UP!!~

drank coffee which is so super bitter!!!

dont wanna drink vending machine coffee anymore..=.=

went home, had a small fight with brother.

super irritating, finding fault with mie.

best thing i just complpain to my mom,

and he got a good scolding!

hahaks!! serve him right for giving mie the nudge as soon as i reach

home!

nothing else to write on.

chao!~

attachment

life's just like this

had attachment today .

i guess it was okay ,

although it was a little boring .

todays' weather was weird for my body .

i was feeling both hot & cold at certain times .

when i was outsyde of de lecture room at sgh ,

it was super hot .

felt lyke stripping .

when i was insyde de lecture room ,

i was shivering .

cant decide whats the temp for me .

after lunch @ houseman canteen ,

i had my hospital tour .

a little lost cos sgh is so damn BIG !~

wonder how would i find my way to de ward next time .

hopefully i dont get lost in de hospital .

had a few more talks ;

felt lyke sleeping . tahan only .

finally blah !!!

went home with linda .

we were laughing & giggling in de train lyke nobody business .

felt so crazy on de way home .

hahaks ! enjoyed gg home with her .

hees~~

attchment gonna be 3 months .

wish mie luckz , babyZ !~

ATTACHMENT

life's just like this

eh attachment starting soon luh sehy .

excited doh !

cant wait tuh see whats held for me in de ward=.=

hopefully the staff nurses will "bless" me .

please give me no trouble .

all i want is tuh work in PEACE*

hahks..

hopefully everything turns out well for me in these 9 weeks of attachment .

oohhlalaaa !!!

life's just like this

my GPA score sucks big time.

losing mood already.

my bio sucks man!

having a bad day already!

got a bad lecture from my parents!

haighs!

hopefully do well for semester two!

haighs,!

dont know what to type already!

BYE!!!

life's just like this

my ray of happiness is vanishing.

i dont feel love,

happiness or joy.

sometimes i wonder why life seems like a wave.

it just seems so tiring, confusing,

complicating with lots of

un-happiness, hatred & stress.

i dont get whats love

whats happyness and joy

whats life?

it just seems gone

after this day

290310

trip at genting & melaka

life's just like this

went genting.

had a veryvery long trip.

slept in the car for quite a long time.

finally reach genting during the wee hours.

smell the fresh cold air.

and it was cold.

stayed in an apartment called ria apartment.

the apartment was so big which was able to fit 2 families.

it ws super fun.

had a gd sleep.

didnt need aircon either. it was already cold. freezing cold,

regret didnt bring gloves at all.

the next morning, went genting,

it was sunny but still freezing cold.

i have no idea whats the temp.

i just know im nt used to the weather.

went to theme park genting. super duper fun.

i took up every challenge by playing all of the scary 'games'

the coaster,

the scary superman

space shot

spinner.

etc.. it was awesomely cool but scary,

i felt as if my heart was taken out!

went eating at the resraurant just opposite and near to the casino.

shucks! wish i coulg enter the casino!

age not enuf=.=

(cut short)

went melaka the next day,

super hot!

but glad, went shoppin and did lots of camwhore.

storys' not that detailed. theres still lots more.

interested, meet me personally.

hahs!

enjoyed the trip!! =D

GOINTOGENTING

going to

GENTING

on the

26th_friday night

BE back

on the

28th_sunday night

CANT WAIT to go there.

weewooo!~

shopping ! & camwhore :]

life's just like this

today was boring.
stayed at home all day doing nothing.
got some friends,
texting mie
to keep mie alive
from boredom.
went skewll ytd with hairee,
collect results.
we slack after that.
bought asap.
slack at bk,
smoke tgt.
then we went sengkang.
slack in the library.
had fun with him.
he was sweet..
hopefully we slacked tgt again.
*intend to forget him*
start new again.
hope that god give mie a chance.
its so complicating.
dont know how ie manage to like ree.
but ie did.
know he likes mie too.
maybe...
havent made a move yet,
but ie hope he does.
hahaks..
holiday is boring.
wish ie could go skewll.
or maybe go lepak.
today blogging is so complicating.
like prata.
dont know what im typing either.
boring boring boring boring boring.....
everybody comes home late today.
what will ie do???
BORING..........
go online also nothing.
DUll..
~

good & bad memories

life's just like this

the good memories was spending time with my friends in skewll

&

learning new stuff abt nursing.

as obvious,

there are bad memories as well

&

yea its true i deleted all the bad stuff in my blog abt people.

must learn how to forgive and forget bad incidences

&

not taking to heart.

hahaks~ and another thing SUHAILI

i decided to forget him.

its better this way.

i dont want to cling on not happening relationship!

hahaks(:

somehow i have to let go of it..=)

right??

skewl's out

life's just like this

i'm happy that skewls' out

and attchment coming soon

but sad to leave the loved ones.

ms rahimah one of them.

she's been not only the best teacher but

also been the guidance and my wall in part of my life.

really gonna mish her.

glad shes in sgh,

able to see her again!

i hope the fam would go all the way for attchment.

jyjy guys!

gonna make new friends during attchment.

gonna be so much fun too.

hope that i will survive in attchment as well.

hahaks..

new beginning starting again.

its gonna be fun!

26 feb 2010

life's just like this

today i got my nursing studies results!

awesomely i passed and i got a grade i didnt expect i would get.

just one more mark to A.

hahaks..

its ok, next time exam will try harder.

i pass my NS phase test, pass my paper!

wondering hows my bio gonna be.

hopefully i pass(:

today asap2 with the gang again.

heavy man! trying to control.

i made a promise, anyway, its for my own gd like what sharen said.

trying hard my friends.

nabil talked abt my bb ezynn again.

fuck him man!

seriously he does behave like a girl sometimes.

gossipping all the time.

wonder how his gf could actually tahan him.

hopefully one day, he get his retributions back.

tmr going to body world with the skwl.

cant wait.. wakaka..

hes not going, sad sehy.

cant see him.

LOL!

hopefully to have fun tmr!

200210

life's just like this

today's been a bad day.

phase test~ vital signs was the worst.

the teacher was strict or shall i say,

picking up on me.

every step that i did dint even impress her.

and she claim i was slow too.

i felt very sad & disappointed.

i dint expect things to turn out quite badly.

i breakdown in skwl today.

i dint expect to cry out so badly.

i cudnt stop crying.

i was worried , scared and pissed off at the same time.

i cudnt think of anything.

all i know was,

whats done is done.

i cudnt do anything more.

the phase test was over.

i dunt know what to do or say abt it.

bertawakal jek whether i pass or not.

im so upset today.

what i do today~!

life's just like this

~ go school

~ do practice for vital signs

~ makan at east point

~ 'smoke'

~ go tamp library lepak

~ camwhore

~ GO HOME

skewl's stress

life's just like this

life's abit like shit nowadays.

stress uhr with skewl..

blood pressure finding is just so difficult.

i dont even manage to get a pulse of my patient.

its kinda stressful and get on my nerves at times.

nowadays too,

i get hot-tempered easily in class

and as a result,

i became a FANATIC.

quarrreling with ppl.

i wonder would i pass my phase test~ vital signs.

im praying hard..

i woild pass my vital signs without retesting.

help help help!!!!

life

life's just like this

he wants us to be one soon..

as much as i want, i cant..

and im nt ready..

i dont want to be with him as unofficial girl

since hes still with his current girlfriend.

too much to think now.

i really hope he understand what i mean by official..

in the mean time,

i dont want to pressurize him

nor do i want to pressurize myself thinking abt it.

i just want to concentrate on my family and studies life.

hopefully things would get better soon..

feeling stressed up nowdays..

and abt the enemy in class,, rahmat..

i really hope to be friends not foes anymore.

i dont want to have enemies..

cos i dont see a point having one..

:((

my gd friend

life's just like this

been through alot in school,

i have no idea whats going on in my life.

not been easy,

my classmate has a crush on me,

and he confested to me a few times already.

been feeling kinda bad,

cos i bring him down everytime.

he said he thinks we have no chance of being together one day,

somehow i think that way.

but then at the same time i didnt mean to hurt his feeling in any way.

no matter what,

i still treat him as my friend.

i wonder how will he take the truth.

he really wants me to be his girl one day.

i dont know how to explain to him.

hope he really understands it though...

hes a gd friend of mine,,

and i dont want to lose that friendship with him!