alfian ♥

life's like this

at times, i am thinkingg this boyy doesnt knows what he wants.

he chose me but at times i feel that we are both from different world.

i love him as much as he loves me.

but sometimes thinggs just is nort workingg out as what we want it to be.

im confuse of what i want and what he wants :/

th life i want it to be just doesnt works out.

what am i suppose to do?

life's like this

i miss bloggingg. its been longg since i entered blogg :/

♥♥

life's like this

been a long time since i entered my blog.

still surviving jugakk.

well, fasting month starts alry ;

& its holiday now.

so i have time to log in to blog.

i think ive gained weight.

been eating alot during this fasting month,

trying to stop doing nonsense alry.

seriously..

raya shopping almost done! : D

its only a week fasting.

so slow !

life's like this

yes,

i dont want to be in a relationship.

i just dont have faith to be in a relationship for now,

even if i love someone,

i dont think i want to be in a relationship.

relationship just sucks.

gives ppl unhappiness,

and end up crying for a guy.

whats the point?

they dont even treasure us.

sometimes i feel i have to run after them to make me happy,

even if the right guy comes

how can i be sure hes the one?

life is unfair

life's like this

had a bad day ah.

vomit in school.

friends behaving so randomly attitude.

no one cares about the project at all.

& i cld see that im the only person engrossed

doing the project.

because of u guys,

i dont feel like doing anything.

as what my lecturer always says:

life is unfair;

nothing is.

thinking that everything will go fine

& that must think positive thinking thingy

doesnt works anymore laa.

-.-

whatever it is,

life is still unfair

life's like this

feeeling bored & vexed

glad that school's reopening sooon

eventhouu

i had to admit--

school is tiring & makes me sleeepy sometimes

well, at least if i go school

i have things to do.

study, exams, tests.

"great. i love it"

mom says at my age now

i have to think of my future & career.

she wants me to focus in nursing

& stop playing around.

damn!~ i hate getting older.

(NO)MORE playing.

guess i have to really focus in nursing

right now.

moms' right.

i need to think of my careeer

else, i'll be the last one out

when everyone goes out to work

after graduation.

i want to graduate fast.

god, please pass all my exams

WITH flying colours.

else, i have to face the same papers & teachers

ALL the time.

with naggings*

that includes my parents.

plus i wanna get my sneakers.

super have to work hard for it.

:D

can i have more of the strawberry wafle?! it taste great. specially bought from korea

from my: aunty : D

I want to own a vespa

life's just like this

i just want peace☮ in my life.

life's just like this

i went online shopping ytd.

confirm buying 77th street tshirt and pink polkadot shorts from her.

total sum~25.

meeting her later by 2plus collecting my clothes.

finally a new set of clothes to wear.

gosh! i really have to save up money.

cant spend too much.

its better to have money on hand than broke,.

like what people say--

u'll never know when you need it so badly.

feeling bored at home.

facebook nothing interesting.

blog- no idea what sld i slam on the keypad.

haighs!~

i'll think of something to type, when i got an idea.

so bored