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a new things in my life

the guy who treats me as his hope
the guy who says i made him feel alive again
the guy who doesnt treat me as a garbage or sucker
the guy who says i'm the only person that makes him happy with my magic
the guy who thnks i'm something
the guy that treats me as
DEE*

the guy is didi[:

but i DONT KNOW , IM STILL SCARED!!
p!ouVrVd=paranoid dEE

a new things in my life

at times
i feel like hurting myself
i feel like killing myself
i feel like being alone
i feel like being a sadistic bitch
i feel like owning a cigarette shop
i feel like like having a time machine
i feel like like seeing my future
i feel like changing my life
i feel like taking drugs to control me

didi

a new things in my life

we started talking
we started chatting
we started laughing
we started giggling
we stared flirting
we started fighting
we started being emo
we started our patch
so far, things were rough for us but now
we're fine .. smooth..