sadisticdee

DEEdee~ just me :D

Wednesday, August 26, 2009

a new things in my life

why does things get complicated for me every single time? why does unwanted problems have to come when i didnt even asked for it to happen? why does unwanted stuff just happens?
i dont even know why things are happening.. families , we're always fighting for no reason . friends , we're not talking to each other at all . me and hairee , me and ain . i dun undrstand a single ting. what i do to upset them or what. so far as i think i guess i neve did anything, but why must things turn bad, as if its getting worse. why does tings get so bad.? im already stress up in studies and at home . I JUST DIDNT ASK ANYTHING BAD TO HAPPEN. I DONT NEED THIS SHIT RIGHT NOW. THIS IS SO BULLSHIT! I DONT WANT THIS LIFE NOW, I DONT WANT BAD THINGS TO HAPPRN. I DONT WANT ANYTHING RIGHT NOW. I JUST WANT PEACE, FOCUS IN MY STUDIES! I DONT WANT ANY FIGHTS ANU MISUNDERSTANDING!!!!!! IM FUCKED UP WITH THIS LIFE!!!