dyingg for vengence

ii duno wads happeninn to mii but all ii knoww was i wantedd revengee forr muyselff and my familly.. i wantedd te avenge to thosee who destroyedd miy lyfe made miy lyfe unhappy sad ruinn..
ii wantedd thosee who treatt me badly to feell the waayy ii feell.. ii hate ppll hu destroy otherr ppl happiness.. do theyy everr thinkk wads dherr outcomee,, wad wudd happen afterr thatt,, how wudd the persoonn feell..
do theyy everr thinkk whadd iff they're underr our shoess!?

takingg advantagee of mii lyke i was a piece of shitt!
do theyy thinkk of my feelinggs , NO!!
do theyy thinkk whadd has becumm of mii , NO!!
do theyy thinkk how does the thingg changge mii to this way , NO!!
whadd du theyy thinkkk, theyy just thinkk nuraa is a kid tuu playy withh tuu toy aroundd withh tuu use herr and thenn dumpp herr..
now the life circlee hass changged..
-SHE WUN LET ANI1 DESTROY HER LIDDAT-
-SHE WUD SEEK VENGENGE FOR HERSELLF-
-SHE WUD DESTROY THOSE LYFE WHICH HAS DESTROYED HERS-
-SHE WUD FIND ANIWAYS JUST TO DESTROY-
-SHE WUD SAVE THE INNOCENT PPL FROM THE CLUTCHES OF THOSE MOTHERFUCKERS-


she wunnt stop just yett till she gets satisfiedd of herr revengee..!
so all the motherfuckers out therr,,
this sadisticgaga will RUIN YOUR LYFE!!!
i am the "fucker of all fuckers"..
this is wadd has becumm of mii
after wad uu did to me!!

--him--

_17th may_
hee camee todaee witt alexx.. seriouslii ii hatee alexx to derr coree forr bringingg himm alongg.. i was upsett & fumingg inn angerr, cantt expectt alexx liedd to mii!!
still ii calmm myselff downn.. ii lookk at habeebb ii wass speechless ii didntt knoww whadd to tell him speakk to himm or whadd.. i cud onlii lookk at himm..
derr same wayy i lookk at himm andd ii was speechless but dhiss tymm the feelingg was differentt,, i wass scaredd..
we all satt down,, he wass waitingg forr an answerr..
bhadd all ii cudd wass staree at himm into spacee..

at last ii told himm let mii tokk to alexx ferstt.. & he wentt awayy.. dherr next momentt he koledd askingg forr a stickk.. i was surprisedd.. i guess he reallyreally did startt backk.. or is hee justt doingg it on purpose to spite mee..

i & alexx tokk whilee walkingg to kfc.. we eatt & we tokk..
uu really wanna noe.. i tell uu now//
i was UPSET ANGRY DISAPPOINTED & HATRED WAS insidee mee!
~we were textingg abt my sisterr x & he startedd sayingg diss phrasee..
_i am goingg to bite uu_
i dunno but i kindaa hate itt.
i was angryy & speechlesss.. i justt didnt lykkee him harpingg on the samee thingg againn..
wenn i gavee himm a warning he didnt listenn, till i ask himm the questionn BREAKK..
he startedd panikingg & tolld me finallly tatt it wass his sisterr hu type dherr thingg,, i hate himm.. dhis is the 1st hatred..
he cudnt accept it & he keptt thinggs fomm mii.. dhis the 2nd hatred..
he keptt sendingg dherr last tymm msggs mii sendingg himm,, i feell irritatedd! i cudnt standd it anymorr so i scoldedd himm..
dherr was nuthinn ii cudd do to stopp himm.. all ii know is he wass determinn forr a PATCHH but i justT WASNTT readyy.. ii didntt wan patch.. therr was still so much hatred but ii dunoo..........
therrs too muchh thinggs ii wanaa focuss on witoutt any disturbancee..
ii justt want................