a new things in my life
why does things get complicated for me every single time? why does unwanted problems have to come when i didnt even asked for it to happen? why does unwanted stuff just happens?
i dont even know why things are happening.. families , we're always fighting for no reason . friends , we're not talking to each other at all . me and hairee , me and ain . i dun undrstand a single ting. what i do to upset them or what. so far as i think i guess i neve did anything, but why must things turn bad, as if its getting worse. why does tings get so bad.? im already stress up in studies and at home . I JUST DIDNT ASK ANYTHING BAD TO HAPPEN. I DONT NEED THIS SHIT RIGHT NOW. THIS IS SO BULLSHIT! I DONT WANT THIS LIFE NOW, I DONT WANT BAD THINGS TO HAPPRN. I DONT WANT ANYTHING RIGHT NOW. I JUST WANT PEACE, FOCUS IN MY STUDIES! I DONT WANT ANY FIGHTS ANU MISUNDERSTANDING!!!!!! IM FUCKED UP WITH THIS LIFE!!!
Everyday Life
Wednesday, August 26, 2009
Tuesday, August 25, 2009
ain
a new things in my life
ain has always been a gd friend and hopefully she always will be .
she gave me laugh she made me smile and was there for me at my ugliest moments . i just hope things will get fine between me and her ASAP .
i want us to be crazy like last time , i really hope so . please fulfil this wish!!!
i want happy moments for bestfriends , i really dont want ugly moments , hais...
dearest allah , fulfil my wish . me and ain to be fine !!
ain has always been a gd friend and hopefully she always will be .
she gave me laugh she made me smile and was there for me at my ugliest moments . i just hope things will get fine between me and her ASAP .
i want us to be crazy like last time , i really hope so . please fulfil this wish!!!
i want happy moments for bestfriends , i really dont want ugly moments , hais...
dearest allah , fulfil my wish . me and ain to be fine !!
didi damdam
a new things in my life
ever since you enter my life, things do get better, you were ther to comfort me, you were ther to console me lend a helping hand love me and show care and concern . every single day, you wud try to bring light to my life and it does cheer me up everytime .
althou life aint perfect , but at least having you around , its just great . i duno what wud happen in future . like didi says friends comes and goes , as for my case i hope he wun go that fast .
i dont want to lose a boyfriend , an angel , a buddy , a bestfriend or a lOvEr .
i'll try to live with what im living now , i guess i should treasure and cherish in whatever i have now .
ever since you enter my life, things do get better, you were ther to comfort me, you were ther to console me lend a helping hand love me and show care and concern . every single day, you wud try to bring light to my life and it does cheer me up everytime .
althou life aint perfect , but at least having you around , its just great . i duno what wud happen in future . like didi says friends comes and goes , as for my case i hope he wun go that fast .
i dont want to lose a boyfriend , an angel , a buddy , a bestfriend or a lOvEr .
i'll try to live with what im living now , i guess i should treasure and cherish in whatever i have now .
edit of my life
a new things in my life
if i have a time machine, i wud change every bad things that happen in life and mend it well
if i have a time machine, i wud see wad things shud be undone and make it perfect
if i have a clicker, i just click to the gd stuff i have in life
if i was a camera, i wud love to take pictures of my life and mend it in a proper way
how much things i wana be but i guess it wont happen.
life just seems to be getting in my way to whatever i wana do.
i just wish things just get well soon .
if i have a time machine, i wud change every bad things that happen in life and mend it well
if i have a time machine, i wud see wad things shud be undone and make it perfect
if i have a clicker, i just click to the gd stuff i have in life
if i was a camera, i wud love to take pictures of my life and mend it in a proper way
how much things i wana be but i guess it wont happen.
life just seems to be getting in my way to whatever i wana do.
i just wish things just get well soon .
life is all about shit
a new things in my life
life to me now is just shit
life to me now doesnt seem happy
doesnt seem meaningful
doesnt seem interesting
doesnt seems to get into whatever and how i want to
doesnt seems to bother about whats gona happen to me
it just seems stress
just seems fucked
just seems bad
just seems rotten
just seems nothing is important in life
just seems SUX SUX SUX..
wonder what life is all about..
life to me now is just shit
life to me now doesnt seem happy
doesnt seem meaningful
doesnt seem interesting
doesnt seems to get into whatever and how i want to
doesnt seems to bother about whats gona happen to me
it just seems stress
just seems fucked
just seems bad
just seems rotten
just seems nothing is important in life
just seems SUX SUX SUX..
wonder what life is all about..
Friday, August 21, 2009
AUDIthekiller
a new things in my life
wee..!!!
i made a new friend! and i like him!!!
haha.. "sweet" bioy!
happy to get to know him!!
nyahaha!!
wee..!!!
i made a new friend! and i like him!!!
haha.. "sweet" bioy!
happy to get to know him!!
nyahaha!!
aggressive
a new things in my life
i dunno wads happening to miie, ive been getting into alot of fights lately and im kinda of fed-up abd disappoitd with myself.. i duno how to explain to the emotions im showing, i just noe i was aggressive,angry,violent and behavin like a bitch, i aint noe wat got into miie, i just noe i was behaving liktat, i cudnt control my emotions and end up fighting in skul with ppl and almost got kicked into the counselling rm!! man i hate tat!! apart frm tt, i dint sort out my thinking at all. i continued shitting outside and start fights outside, i duno wat was i duing! i was rude to my parents, i went smoking, i duno wat was i duing..
wat was troubling me, i duno either..
i just felt that i was a bitch and i admit i was.. im sorie to my frends, i didnt mean it,
im trying to. and as fr counselling, i'll think abt it,XD
hopefully tings wud turn fine..
i noe i have to change
i dunno wads happening to miie, ive been getting into alot of fights lately and im kinda of fed-up abd disappoitd with myself.. i duno how to explain to the emotions im showing, i just noe i was aggressive,angry,violent and behavin like a bitch, i aint noe wat got into miie, i just noe i was behaving liktat, i cudnt control my emotions and end up fighting in skul with ppl and almost got kicked into the counselling rm!! man i hate tat!! apart frm tt, i dint sort out my thinking at all. i continued shitting outside and start fights outside, i duno wat was i duing! i was rude to my parents, i went smoking, i duno wat was i duing..
wat was troubling me, i duno either..
i just felt that i was a bitch and i admit i was.. im sorie to my frends, i didnt mean it,
im trying to. and as fr counselling, i'll think abt it,XD
hopefully tings wud turn fine..
i noe i have to change
Thursday, August 06, 2009
Confuse
a new things in my life
I found out he havent forget me yet and he still loves me and I wonder why?! Why is he unable to forget me?! He should be forgetting me carry on with his life and do what he wants. I want him to stay happy too.. But how do I tell him, I find it difficult to tell him, all I do, is pray for him. I hope he still remember the promise he made. I dont him to go back to his old life. I dont know how to talk to him.. How? Just forget it.. At least we are still talking now. Hahah, be happy ...... :)
I found out he havent forget me yet and he still loves me and I wonder why?! Why is he unable to forget me?! He should be forgetting me carry on with his life and do what he wants. I want him to stay happy too.. But how do I tell him, I find it difficult to tell him, all I do, is pray for him. I hope he still remember the promise he made. I dont him to go back to his old life. I dont know how to talk to him.. How? Just forget it.. At least we are still talking now. Hahah, be happy ...... :)
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