a new things in my life

which way would you go?
the left where theres nothing right?
or the right wheres theres nothing left??

a new things in my life

nobody understands how much i miss you
i miss how much we used to talk
& i miss all the things we used to do.
i try not to admit to myself
that i still feel this way
noboby knows that i still wake up
thinking of you each day.
i still think of you & i really do miss you
i would give up everything i have
To be everything we're not

pissed!

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kinda weird thou. me and my friend~ anonymous.
he wanted to huggis and kisses with me when we just chattd only for 2 DAYS. lyke wth kinda shock thou. dunt know whether hes desperate for a gf or what but i'm definitely not gonna make him use me as a subs only man. i'm not even sure if hes serious. better not. (: well, but we can be friends thou i dun't mind.. ~ anw i;m wondering am i a teddy bear? why does ppL wana hug me?> wakaka.. weird ar.
still missing the avenged sevenfold CD.
wonder when can i meet didi to get him the CD//.. have to thk him thou for helping me keep the CD till its collecting dust.. hahaXD
wondering wondering..
plus i'm pissed with not getting jobs yet.. none of the manager has even call me yet.. wth ar. trying to be patient but getting pissed sia! fuck man! but i guess i'm gonna keep searching, haighs.. wana get allowance lah sey. my hard earned money leh! then can go SHOPPING.. haha
just waiting.. to get the job..

adam & ain

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two of my gd friends being together..
surprising news!
yeahs they both got us shocked and amazed by it.. congratulations ain! you enjoy doing tht everytime dont you.. giving suprises! haha.. well
,
wish the best for you both! be happy.. and setia pade yg satu!
treasure each other aites! ((:
my wishes are for you guys too !

be happy ain (:

surprising news

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he text me again. it was a kinda confusing things.. didnt expext him to text me after so long.. he said .. well i tot of you so i msg you.. surprised he still tot of me.. well, we us chatted like normal friends do. nothing else. dont wana think far thou.. just friends wud be fine.. i heard from hes bestfrend he wanted to patch with me but he wont since i cant stop smoking.. he still thinks i smoke and perhaps drink? dont know.. dont wana think abt it.. yeah i DID STOP ALREADY SINCE LAST WEEK.. but i didnt wana let him know.. i mean he wants to patch wit me only if i stop doing all those shit.. which means if i havent stop he wouldnt want to be wit me at all... that kinda crap.. he wants to be my boyfrend but wasnt even there for me at all.. those hard times i had, it was all filled with sorrow but he wasnt even there. when i had my hard times trying to stop he wasnt there.. i was sad he wasnt there.. i didnt wana text him thinking he might have another love in his life so i didnt text him at all.. everytime i click his name on the phonebook on my phone i type .. HI, how are u? u didnt text me at all, are u fine.? was waiting but i failed to send tht ms to him thinking i dont think its worth it? so i didnt send the msg.. bet he didnt even think of doing tht,, wud he"? nope..
so i let it be.. never did i expect he msg me ytd.. surprised..
well i'm not gonna tink of anything.. just chat with him as FRIENDS(: thts the best(:

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dah gilerr seyy dgr lagu A7X..
kecohs sah!

avenged sevenfold

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im loving
1)-- a little piece of heaven
2)-- almost easy
3)--seize the day
4)-- afterlife
my TOP 4 loved songs(:

wee................

loves(:

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Liling Laifeng Jiali Shuzhen Yanyee Ainn Sharinaa Zaidii Ian Saleem Shasi Reddy Anira Sandhya Sapnna Kok Mas Bren Kumaran Hairee Jeel GaryDang Adam Ayuu Ahmad Sufian Hafeel Habeeb Alex Chinpeng Josh Mar Jun Nikki Jiya Blake Audii Bob Fadli Liana Eka Liyaa Qilaa Farhann Haikal Hakim Hannah Kenny Nadia Nizam Reddy Sera Weixiong Shaiful Shakila Teeyah Sophia
& lotsyLotsy more not mention yett..
heheh..



~~is lOvEd bY mE(:~

this is life

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~.~ eh eh ppL i lawa sangat ker pah?! confuse sey.. bnyk2 pompan lawa2 pegi lar kat dowang.. they'll be more than happy tuu accept u guys sah!
trust mii lah.. ii not the worthh it gurl tuu go for..
i bweak urr heartt gortt lah..
iim not tht nice sweet little pie nuraa uu guys used to think ii am anymore..
i guess shes not here anymore..
its new life for herr now arh..
dont let guys ruin her,, she ruin uu((:
so to all sweet guys out therr, thinkk twice before uu wanttt tuu askk mii for a relationshipp! and ii WONT STEAD WITH ANY OF MY FRIENDS ANYMORE>> ii rather not have a boyfriend as long as i DONT LOSE MY FRIENDS! ii made a mistake once with kumaran.. now ii seem to lose a friend like himm.. ii aint gonna make the same mistake again:( and to all guys out there,, NO OFFENCE:)) EVEN IF THAT GURL DID SOMETHING WRONG, DONT EVER EVER LAY UR HANDS ON THEM!! ONCE YOU HIT A GURL, THERES NO TURNING BACK! ONCE YOU HIT ONCE, THERES ALWAYS AGAIN & AGAIN SO DONT MAKE THE MISTAKE!
(((:
& tuu ma dear sweet frends out there!!~
ma wishes are furr uu to pass N level,, praying for each of yaw guys!
love yaw guys so much!!
((:
takecares guys!

no confidence

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as days pass by,
i kiip thinking wud i want to find another guy or i just stay single?
sometimes being single is fun.. u can do anything you want.
at the same time, having someone by ur side is so also sweet.
hais.. cant decide on anything.
boys,, please dont expect mii to choose which one shld i stead with..
its weird! and uu guys are better off without me..
haha..
having 6 guys is TROUBLESOME TO CHOOSE..
so im choosing non of uu..
LOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOL
later babes..

exams siol!

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sial larh..
exams N level now stress siol..
cant stop thinking whether i will pass not
hais..
sial larh.. fucking scared sia..
will i manage to get thru N???
hais...