sadisticdee

DEEdee~ just me :D

Thursday, December 31, 2009

2010

life's just like this

i hope 2010 would be an interesting year for me(:
skewling in ite simei, taking nursing.
successful interview,
hopefully my medical results are ok..
start skewl by 4th jan, monday..
so excited..
hope that it'll be a gd year in 2010.

gd year i hope.
gonna get busy now.
with skewl and stuff.
i hope i'll still be in touch with boyfwends &
girlfwends thou..
gonna miss them..

happy new year to all my fwends and those reading my blog,
stay happy and have a gd 12 months ahead.(:

xoxo,,, hugs&loves..

Saturday, December 26, 2009

stuff i did today

life's just like this

i'm just slacking at home.
anira came, well we kinda whine out together(:
haha, watch movie at home, eat, went to the salon, shop, blog.
had fun!
hmms MY HAIR IS LIKE A noob egypt hair disaster.
haha, well at least it look gothic!
haha!
got an interview at simei by 29th,
im nervous.
and hey im glad that ain and ayu got called for interview too(:
nothing else to gossip(":
CHAO..

Thursday, December 17, 2009

someday

a new things in my life

someday i wish
things would just be fine like how i want it to be.
i want
ain&adam to be happy tgt always.
i want
my sister to have a boyfriend of her dreams like what she wanted.
i want
couples to stay happy
i want
my family to be happy always wit/w out problems.
i want
the world to be in peace, no war.
i want
ppL to be confident and satisfied happy with their lifes.
i want
to give ppl regardless criminals, hypocrites, bitches, sluts, bustards, the young or old, etc..
a chance to mend for their mistakes they have done or things they want to do,
because i feel ppl deserve to have a chance to turn into a new leaf.
ppL do make mistakes in their lives.
i want
kids to behave like kids
&
adults behave like adults.
in this world,
from what i see,
its the opposite.
kids are behaving like they're adult
& adults are behaving like kids
both in a bad way!
i want
to see the future
so that i can change bad things for the better.
i want
the world to have a passionate heart.
i want
to marry to my dream beau.
[only god knows who i want]
i want
to have the feeling of being a mother.
i want
ppl to appreciate what they have now,
and treasure it.
dont make mistakes in life,
and got to know you regret it in the end.
Why have regrets when you can make proper decisions?
Evertbody has brains to think,
i'm sure they know what they want to achieve.
For the better.
i want
to live happy with my friends.
there's been a lot of conflicts & some just went MISSING
if only,
i could turn back the time.
IF..

there's alot of things i want in life,
to come true,
but some just..
can't be true.
i guess sometimes i have to be realistic for what i want.
but i've never give up,
i know that some day, just once,
my WANTS would come true.
its just a matter of time,
i don't know whether it will happen
but
i'm waiting.........