sadisticdee

DEEdee~ just me :D

Tuesday, March 30, 2010

life's just like this

my ray of happiness is vanishing.
i dont feel love,
happiness or joy.
sometimes i wonder why life seems like a wave.
it just seems so tiring, confusing,
complicating with lots of
un-happiness, hatred & stress.
i dont get whats love
whats happyness and joy
whats life?
it just seems gone
after this day
290310

trip at genting & melaka

life's just like this

went genting.
had a veryvery long trip.
slept in the car for quite a long time.
finally reach genting during the wee hours.
smell the fresh cold air.
and it was cold.
stayed in an apartment called ria apartment.
the apartment was so big which was able to fit 2 families.
it ws super fun.
had a gd sleep.
didnt need aircon either. it was already cold. freezing cold,
regret didnt bring gloves at all.
the next morning, went genting,
it was sunny but still freezing cold.
i have no idea whats the temp.
i just know im nt used to the weather.
went to theme park genting. super duper fun.
i took up every challenge by playing all of the scary 'games'
the coaster,
the scary superman
space shot
spinner.
etc.. it was awesomely cool but scary,
i felt as if my heart was taken out!
went eating at the resraurant just opposite and near to the casino.
shucks! wish i coulg enter the casino!
age not enuf=.=
(cut short)
went melaka the next day,
super hot!
but glad, went shoppin and did lots of camwhore.
storys' not that detailed. theres still lots more.
interested, meet me personally.
hahs!
enjoyed the trip!! =D

Monday, March 22, 2010

GOINTOGENTING

going to

GENTING

on the

26th_friday night

BE back

on the

28th_sunday night

CANT WAIT to go there.

weewooo!~

shopping ! & camwhore :]

Friday, March 12, 2010

life's just like this


today was boring.
stayed at home all day doing nothing.
got some friends,
texting mie
to keep mie alive
from boredom.
went skewll ytd with hairee,
collect results.
we slack after that.
bought asap.
slack at bk,
smoke tgt.
then we went sengkang.
slack in the library.
had fun with him.
he was sweet..
hopefully we slacked tgt again.
*intend to forget him*
start new again.
hope that god give mie a chance.
its so complicating.
dont know how ie manage to like ree.
but ie did.
know he likes mie too.
maybe...
havent made a move yet,
but ie hope he does.
hahaks..
holiday is boring.
wish ie could go skewll.
or maybe go lepak.
today blogging is so complicating.
like prata.
dont know what im typing either.
boring boring boring boring boring.....
everybody comes home late today.
what will ie do???
BORING..........
go online also nothing.
DUll..
~

Wednesday, March 10, 2010

good & bad memories

life's just like this

the good memories was spending time with my friends in skewll
&
learning new stuff abt nursing.
as obvious,
there are bad memories as well
&
yea its true i deleted all the bad stuff in my blog abt people.
must learn how to forgive and forget bad incidences
&
not taking to heart.
hahaks~ and another thing SUHAILI
i decided to forget him.
its better this way.
i dont want to cling on not happening relationship!
hahaks(:
somehow i have to let go of it..=)
right??

skewl's out

life's just like this

i'm happy that skewls' out
and attchment coming soon
but sad to leave the loved ones.
ms rahimah one of them.
she's been not only the best teacher but
also been the guidance and my wall in part of my life.
really gonna mish her.
glad shes in sgh,
able to see her again!
i hope the fam would go all the way for attchment.
jyjy guys!
gonna make new friends during attchment.
gonna be so much fun too.
hope that i will survive in attchment as well.
hahaks..
new beginning starting again.
its gonna be fun!