sadisticdee

DEEdee~ just me :D

Monday, May 17, 2010

i'm lost

life's just like this

i am restless, and i keep trembling.
Everyone watch me as i descend
into a feeling thats overwhelming me
i finally stopped,
stopped making sense.
i cant stop talking to myself,
i'm a desperate cry for help.
run dont walk the sky is falling through
dont talk. tonight i'm so confused
i'm lost, i'm lost with you.
i dont care where we are,
or where we heading to
but i know i'm lost,
i'm lost with you.
your mouth keeps moving,
but i've lost focus now
clock keeps ticking,
times running out.
where were headed there
is no heading back
tripping ugly, im losing ground.
for the record, when i'm with you
things are looking better
for once, everything is brighter
than the darkness before you.

Tuesday, May 11, 2010

life's just like this

surgical ward was fine.
but then i couldnt stand it if people are so a-seeker & rude.
instead of welcoming ite students to the ward,
we got a unwelcome frm the ass clerk!
irritating!
she was so rude even to my CI.
i cant believe that even a clerk could attitude like that.
do work also like just to please the sister.
hello, so old ready havent grow up uhh.
attitude problem one.
since you cant respect us,
dont expect people to respect you
=.=

Sunday, May 09, 2010

my unforgettable birthday celebration

life's just like this
070510
i thought that my birthday was forgotten.
until everyone wishes me & i was happy.
super happy.
during my birthday, i was working afternoon shift.
so i didnt get to celebrate my birthday at all.
until, my bff came down to sgh during my break time just to celebrate my birthday with me.
it was zaidi & liling.
they came down just to give the cake & the presents despite having their busy scheduole.
although it wasnt that long i spent time with them but the 45 minutes was meaningful.
i was happy on that day!
shared the cakes with my staff & sister.
all of them wishes me=)
i got present from my staff flora too.'
cant forget the 4weeks ive spent therre.
it was a memorable 4weeks and a HAPPY BIRTHDAY indeed.
080510\
today was unhappy.
no one asked me out to celebrate my birthday.
my friends all paitao me!
sad=(
finally, mom asks me to go out watch movie with my siblings.
end up, we watch IROn man 2.
super hot siaa that guy!!
hehe...
we manage to meet up with my cuzz.
she gave me presents too!=D
glad she still made an effort to meet up with me although shes with her matae.
hehe thks cuzz.
love you loadds & thks for the present.
i love it.
THANK YOU=D

Friday, May 07, 2010

life's just like this

happy

17th

burpPdayy

to

ME !!!

Wednesday, May 05, 2010

JERKS

life's just like this

stop behaving like jerk laa you!
super irritating siahh!
ehy nak panggil budak salakao turon pon akue tak pcl laa!!
no big fuck pon.
merepek ahh.
takd balls uhh kao.
you are so egostic.
adee mistake, mengaku and change jehr laa.
orang ckp ckit, tak happy.
tak habes2, "you nt happy uhh, come down uh"
merepek ahh!
menyusahkn orang jehh!
kao pkir akue takot peh nan budak salakao kao tuuh..
skalie akue report krng,
satu2 cabot lari uhh.!
KENTAL.
GROW UP!!