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a new things in my life

hmms,
i cant forget him.
i duno why.
but i cant.
i started drinking "water" only to find out i cant take it
i sleep in skul like the whole day
i take asapasap like almost everyday, finishing soon.
haha.. i sumtimes wonder i know tht its wrong to do the things tht im doing now,, so why am i still doing it?
my teacher wants to send me go counselling.
plus she wants me to tell her whats going on with me
but i just duno what to tell her. she knows the real reason but i cant admit it.
i think im being atupid doing stupid stuff.
its not even worth it
my dear friends, i will try to control what im doing and change for the better.
im sorry i made you guys worried. i try to change. but not now. i need time. im not ready.
i just want to play with life now.
the wound hurts, i just want to mend it myself slowloy. need time.