my gd friend

life's just like this

been through alot in school,

i have no idea whats going on in my life.

not been easy,

my classmate has a crush on me,

and he confested to me a few times already.

been feeling kinda bad,

cos i bring him down everytime.

he said he thinks we have no chance of being together one day,

somehow i think that way.

but then at the same time i didnt mean to hurt his feeling in any way.

no matter what,

i still treat him as my friend.

i wonder how will he take the truth.

he really wants me to be his girl one day.

i dont know how to explain to him.

hope he really understands it though...

hes a gd friend of mine,,

and i dont want to lose that friendship with him!