sadisticdee

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Friday, February 26, 2010

26 feb 2010

life's just like this

today i got my nursing studies results!
awesomely i passed and i got a grade i didnt expect i would get.
just one more mark to A.
hahaks..
its ok, next time exam will try harder.
i pass my NS phase test, pass my paper!
wondering hows my bio gonna be.
hopefully i pass(:
today asap2 with the gang again.
heavy man! trying to control.
i made a promise, anyway, its for my own gd like what sharen said.
trying hard my friends.
nabil talked abt my bb ezynn again.
fuck him man!
seriously he does behave like a girl sometimes.
gossipping all the time.
wonder how his gf could actually tahan him.
hopefully one day, he get his retributions back.
tmr going to body world with the skwl.
cant wait.. wakaka..
hes not going, sad sehy.
cant see him.
LOL!
hopefully to have fun tmr!

Saturday, February 20, 2010

200210

life's just like this

today's been a bad day.
phase test~ vital signs was the worst.
the teacher was strict or shall i say,
picking up on me.
every step that i did dint even impress her.
and she claim i was slow too.
i felt very sad & disappointed.
i dint expect things to turn out quite badly.
i breakdown in skwl today.
i dint expect to cry out so badly.
i cudnt stop crying.
i was worried , scared and pissed off at the same time.
i cudnt think of anything.
all i know was,
whats done is done.
i cudnt do anything more.
the phase test was over.
i dunt know what to do or say abt it.
bertawakal jek whether i pass or not.
im so upset today.

Saturday, February 13, 2010

what i do today~!

life's just like this



~ go school

~ do practice for vital signs

~ makan at east point

~ 'smoke'

~ go tamp library lepak

~ camwhore

~ GO HOME

Friday, February 12, 2010

skewl's stress

life's just like this

life's abit like shit nowadays.
stress uhr with skewl..
blood pressure finding is just so difficult.
i dont even manage to get a pulse of my patient.
its kinda stressful and get on my nerves at times.
nowadays too,
i get hot-tempered easily in class
and as a result,
i became a FANATIC.
quarrreling with ppl.
i wonder would i pass my phase test~ vital signs.
im praying hard..
i woild pass my vital signs without retesting.
help help help!!!!

Monday, February 01, 2010

life

life's just like this

he wants us to be one soon..
as much as i want, i cant..
and im nt ready..
i dont want to be with him as unofficial girl
since hes still with his current girlfriend.
too much to think now.
i really hope he understand what i mean by official..
in the mean time,
i dont want to pressurize him
nor do i want to pressurize myself thinking abt it.
i just want to concentrate on my family and studies life.

hopefully things would get better soon..
feeling stressed up nowdays..
and abt the enemy in class,, rahmat..
i really hope to be friends not foes anymore.
i dont want to have enemies..
cos i dont see a point having one..

:((

my gd friend

life's just like this

been through alot in school,
i have no idea whats going on in my life.
not been easy,
my classmate has a crush on me,
and he confested to me a few times already.
been feeling kinda bad,
cos i bring him down everytime.
he said he thinks we have no chance of being together one day,
somehow i think that way.
but then at the same time i didnt mean to hurt his feeling in any way.
no matter what,
i still treat him as my friend.
i wonder how will he take the truth.
he really wants me to be his girl one day.
i dont know how to explain to him.
hope he really understands it though...

hes a gd friend of mine,,
and i dont want to lose that friendship with him!