skewl's stress

life's just like this

life's abit like shit nowadays.

stress uhr with skewl..

blood pressure finding is just so difficult.

i dont even manage to get a pulse of my patient.

its kinda stressful and get on my nerves at times.

nowadays too,

i get hot-tempered easily in class

and as a result,

i became a FANATIC.

quarrreling with ppl.

i wonder would i pass my phase test~ vital signs.

im praying hard..

i woild pass my vital signs without retesting.

help help help!!!!

life

life's just like this

he wants us to be one soon..

as much as i want, i cant..

and im nt ready..

i dont want to be with him as unofficial girl

since hes still with his current girlfriend.

too much to think now.

i really hope he understand what i mean by official..

in the mean time,

i dont want to pressurize him

nor do i want to pressurize myself thinking abt it.

i just want to concentrate on my family and studies life.

hopefully things would get better soon..

feeling stressed up nowdays..

and abt the enemy in class,, rahmat..

i really hope to be friends not foes anymore.

i dont want to have enemies..

cos i dont see a point having one..

:((

my gd friend

life's just like this

been through alot in school,

i have no idea whats going on in my life.

not been easy,

my classmate has a crush on me,

and he confested to me a few times already.

been feeling kinda bad,

cos i bring him down everytime.

he said he thinks we have no chance of being together one day,

somehow i think that way.

but then at the same time i didnt mean to hurt his feeling in any way.

no matter what,

i still treat him as my friend.

i wonder how will he take the truth.

he really wants me to be his girl one day.

i dont know how to explain to him.

hope he really understands it though...

hes a gd friend of mine,,

and i dont want to lose that friendship with him!

what goes around comes around

life's just like this

saw my skewl primary friends again.

not all of them bt still i manage to meet some.

shamir , shafiq , hakim.

kinda shock,

shamir & syafiq still rmbs me,

a pity hakim forgotten me.

huhuhr..:(

went home with syafiq today.

we had a long talk.

abt our life & our primary skwl past.

kinda cool though..

shock to find out most of our friends turn to

MATS.

expected..

hopefully to see the rest soon..?

what goes around comes around.

life's just like this

i'm not done with my resume hwk!

no more stress..

but still need to STUDY=.=

cannot give up

must be strong

NO hankypanky

life's just like this

first assignment hwk.

stress ready,

dont know what to write.

sleepy plak tu,,

then stilll need do!

haighs,, mom bising again..

same old stuff.

haighs....

bingit!!

SKEWL ADE freaks!

in my class. pangai sah smue!

somehow, i feel iuncomfortable with some of my classmates.

this isnt a gd new year,

its just the same stuff again.

back to the square.

friends are like shit,

hypocrites;.

fr0nt nice, bACK talk!

i dislike rahmat , the slumber in my class.

pangai pukimak~!

THE REST entahlah, smue hypocrites.

i tot rahmat is a nice GUY.

turns 0ut to be, he's not! ngatkn bleh jdi kwn baek,

NOW NO WAY!

dont know uh what to continue,

bye.

NURSING

life's just like this

been a week in nursing.

quite fun!

lots of things to study & feeling stressed up

bt then at the same time,

having lots of fun!

gosh.. lots of hot guys doh!

bt still, hey just mingling around huh..

wakaka..

ehy, my classmate babe confessed to me sia..

sial lah! quite shocked uh.

aru one week,

still i find him brave.

at least he dare to confess..

eventhough he know the answer was....

i dont like him.

hmms, just start skewl.. dont want think abt relationships for nw,

want think abt studies for now..

kla, chao for now.

update soon..

2010

life's just like this

i hope 2010 would be an interesting year for me(:

skewling in ite simei, taking nursing.

successful interview,

hopefully my medical results are ok..

start skewl by 4th jan, monday..

so excited..

hope that it'll be a gd year in 2010.

gd year i hope.

gonna get busy now.

with skewl and stuff.

i hope i'll still be in touch with boyfwends &

girlfwends thou..

gonna miss them..

happy new year to all my fwends and those reading my blog,

stay happy and have a gd 12 months ahead.(:

xoxo,,, hugs&loves..

stuff i did today

life's just like this

i'm just slacking at home.
anira came, well we kinda whine out together(:
haha, watch movie at home, eat, went to the salon, shop, blog.
had fun!
hmms MY HAIR IS LIKE A noob egypt hair disaster.
haha, well at least it look gothic!
haha!
got an interview at simei by 29th,
im nervous.
and hey im glad that ain and ayu got called for interview too(:
nothing else to gossip(":
CHAO..

someday

a new things in my life

someday i wish
things would just be fine like how i want it to be.
i want
ain&adam to be happy tgt always.
i want
my sister to have a boyfriend of her dreams like what she wanted.
i want
couples to stay happy
i want
my family to be happy always wit/w out problems.
i want
the world to be in peace, no war.
i want
ppL to be confident and satisfied happy with their lifes.
i want
to give ppl regardless criminals, hypocrites, bitches, sluts, bustards, the young or old, etc..
a chance to mend for their mistakes they have done or things they want to do,
because i feel ppl deserve to have a chance to turn into a new leaf.
ppL do make mistakes in their lives.
i want
kids to behave like kids
&
adults behave like adults.
in this world,
from what i see,
its the opposite.
kids are behaving like they're adult
& adults are behaving like kids
both in a bad way!
i want
to see the future
so that i can change bad things for the better.
i want
the world to have a passionate heart.
i want
to marry to my dream beau.
[only god knows who i want]
i want
to have the feeling of being a mother.
i want
ppl to appreciate what they have now,
and treasure it.
dont make mistakes in life,
and got to know you regret it in the end.
Why have regrets when you can make proper decisions?
Evertbody has brains to think,
i'm sure they know what they want to achieve.
For the better.
i want
to live happy with my friends.
there's been a lot of conflicts & some just went MISSING
if only,
i could turn back the time.
IF..

there's alot of things i want in life,
to come true,
but some just..
can't be true.
i guess sometimes i have to be realistic for what i want.
but i've never give up,
i know that some day, just once,
my WANTS would come true.
its just a matter of time,
i don't know whether it will happen
but
i'm waiting.........

dreaming or for real??

a new things in my life

had a bad sleep last night.
i woke up at 2.09,
start hearing things outside my window.
baby crying..
it went on for like two hours.
my sis woke up @ 4plus.
guess she went to loo.
i felt relieved!
i talked to her abt it.
she tried to calm me down,
she said she cudnt hear a thing,
felt confused!
so she let me sleep with her.
able to sleep after half an hr.
woke up at 5plus & went to sleep back to my place.
still wondering if that sound is for real.
dun wana think abt it,
hopefully nothing happen tonyte.
PS~ the second time which is happening like this.
the previous was a lady singing..
blahblah!!
hais!!!!

my outing with liya faM!!

a new things in my life

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went theme park with liya & family!
had alot of fun!
we went...
biking,
wild & wet,
gold card,
superman,
haunted house,
roller coaster,
blahblahblah!
had alot of fun!
although the last part rains...
but we still had 1 long day FUN!!
love this day!
my one of the most happy2 day ever!!
hehe..
love to spent time with liya & family & hairul!!
hehe....!!!loved to spent more time with them in further future!!
love you guys lots!!! mmmmmuuuuuaaaaahhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ps~ sorry liya lmbt update. i just got to use the lapPy only today hunney!!
hehe.. u takecares! we'll contact with each other soon!
keep in touch baybeh(:

what i did today

a new things in my life

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i went out with cousin liyaa today

practically we went out to find work

as a part of an excuse

to actually

spent time with each other

so we did multi-task todayy

we gossip,

we talk&chat,

we laugh,

we walk around,

& ofcourse

find work.

we manage to get at least 2 shops

desigual & top-shop

we just did an application form for desigual

&

top-shop we have to go for the interview this wed

i really hope me & liyaa gets it

if i dunt, i think its realy the end of me

FINDING WORK AGAIN

haha!!!!

had fun today,

spending time with her although it is only for

a short while

but we had fun.

the best thing is'

we

CAMWHORE IN THE TOILET

THE SAME USUAL PLACE

AS WE WUD ALWAYS

TAKE PICTURES

toilet(:

haha.. well i guess thats a little bit of our

TRADE-MARK

hurhur((:

wud be going for interview this wed

god and ppls--

please pray that i get this job..

god--pls make this wish come true!

hopefullys(:

amin.. hurhur,,

i guess thats it.

continue next time(:

nothing to update

a new things in my life

particularly nothing to talk abt anymore.

everyday same old ting.

sit at home do housework.

and watch tv.

and eat

and sleep.

and text.

and dream

say in short..

laze around.

haighs.. bankrupt redy so have to be a gd girl and stay at home

until i get my next allowance.

shld have save some money man!

liya just text me.happy she texted,!

hope she pass her O!

dunt worry.. im looking forward to my plans!

shopping and camwhore with cuz! sister! frends!

in the mean time hopefully thers something to do.

hahah..

=.=

PAY

a new things in my life


I GET MY PAY.. HEHE.. NOW CAN SAVE UP.. TO GET THE STUFF I WANT! HEHEHE.. NOW I REALLY DUNT MIND WORKING FOR MY MOM COMPANY..
FREE BREAKFAST
FREE LUNCH
FREE DRINKS
FREE SNACKERS
& MY PAY!!
OFCOS NOT A FREE LOADER BUT IF I CAN GET FOOD WITHOUT PAYING,, ITS MUCH MORE FUN! HEHEHE..
HAVING FUN IN LIFE NOW,.,.
WHICH IT STAYS LONG LIKE THIS..
HAPPY LIFE
HAPPY FAMILY
HAPPY BF
HAPPY GF
HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY

i get my pay soon

a new things in my life

wee hee!

had fun today.

although tiring but then i had fun

& im not bored at all.

spent the whole day packing stuff.

dunt mind doing it everyday.

at least im out from home

& doing something meaningful.

ate the whole day again(:

haha..

& he told me he miss me.. haha(:

lols cant believe it at first but then..

maybe he wasnt joking bah..

haha.. and yes bf i miss you too..

kinda dunt know when can go out wit you..

hahahahaha!!

but then we still contact each other mah..

haha..

takecares ok bf, stay out of trouble.

REMINDER..

miss all my boyfrends..

wakakaka...

nothing to say ready..

looking forward to another fun day(:

chaos((:

to my dearest boyfriend

a new things in my life

i miss you when something really good happens
because you're the one i want to share it with.
i miss you when something is troubling me
because you're the only one who understands me so well.
i miss you when i laugh and cry
because i know you're the one who
makes my laughter grow and my tears disappear
I MISS YOU ALL THE TIME,
but i miss you more when i be awake at night
and think of all the wonderful times
we spent with each other for those were some of
THE BEST MEMORABLE TIMES OF MY LIFE

everything's back to normal

a new things in my life

yeah thats ryte. everything' back to normal. kechiks fine so far i guess, he's fine just came back from court(: hopefully that kid doesnt find any more troubles.. unfortunately that kid found my blog.. congratulations to u for getting my blog!): hmms seems lyke that kid wud know whats been going on in my life.
haha.. theres nothing to do at home besides housework but its not that boring as i expect it to be. seems like i enjoy lazing around doing housework and nothing else. haha((:
phews.. she stops talking abt that guy to me now, happy(: but not for long.
hurms.. everybody is busy doing their own stuff.. and im still doing nothing.
been eating alot everyday and i just dunt get fat.
too bad for me. want to get fat also cannot.
ohs me and shasi talk last nyte. well hes leaving on the 23rd official date. hopefully hes leg wouldnt be of any troubles. i know he badly want to have the opportunity to go there play soccer thou.. haha.. on the 7th im not sure if i can meet him either, maybe i'll just keep the bracelet to myself till i meet him in school for the N level results. at least he still can meet me in school in december. hurms abt the hug,, keep dreamind abt it(: haha.. even if i cant give u the hug at least im here to talk to you and ure able to see my smile??? haha.. later my boyfren jealous if he knows im hugging you shasi=.=
haha.. so anyways takecares thou..
nothing else to type abt,
chaos.later(:

AInN

a new things in my life

i want ain to be my part time lesbian partner!!
plewse!!):

bestie

a new things in my life

bestie leaving spore soon,, flying to london.

hope for him the best and bonjour.

i hope he live up his dreams & goals.

please dunt give them up because of me.

firstly its not worth it &

i definitely dunt want to be the cause of you giving up ur dreams.

anyways, eventhou i cant be with you like what you want it to be,

im always ur bestfren & sister.

i never forget wat uve done for me.

thank you for everything.

im sorry i turn down u but i think its the best.

i dunt want to be with you out of sympathy.

you'll find a great girl for yourself vasanthan.

u'll live happy.

i hope you find a great girl at london.

haha(: stay happy ok.

i wish all the best over there.

take good care of yourself and also wish you lucks for ur N level results.

erms my wishes are for you & our friends..

cheer up kay! things might not turn that bad.

sorry i kinda of running away from u, frankly..

but just feel weird talkin..

soorryy..(:

but anyways just text me if you want to bah.

dunt koll.. haha. i feel awkward..

chao! takecares((: